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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    1:18 pm
    @@@@@Fraternal love, sometimes almost everything,
    @@@@@Fraternal love, sometimes almost everything, is at
    others worse than nothingBut with William and Fanny Price it
    was still a sentiment in all its prime and freshness, wounded by no
    opposition of interest, cooled by no separate attachment, and feeling
    the influence of time and absence only in its increase
    An affection so amiable was advancing each in the opinion of all
    who had hearts to value anything goodHenry Crawford was as
    much struck with it as anyHe honoured the warm-hearted, blunt
    fondness of the young sailor, which led him to say, with his hands
    stretched towards Fanny’s head, “Do you know, I begin to like that
    queer fashion already, though when I first heard of such things being
    done in England, I could not believe it; and when MrsBrown,
    and the other women at the Commissioner’s at Gibraltar, appeared
    in the same trim, I thought they were mad; but Fanny can reconcile
    me to anything”; and saw, with lively admiration, the glow of Fanny’s
    cheek, the brightness of her eye, the deep interest, the absorbed
    attention, while her brother was describing any of the imminent
    hazards, or terrific scenes, which such a period at sea must supply
    It was a picture which Henry Crawford had moral taste enough
    to valueFanny’s attractions increased—increased twofold; for the
    sensibility which beautified her complexion and illumined her countenance
    was an attraction in itselfHe was no longer in doubt of the
    capabilities of her heartShe had feeling, genuine feelingIt would
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    Mansfield Park
    be something to be loved by such a girl, to excite the first ardours of
    her young unsophisticated mind! She interested him more than he
    had foreseenA fortnight was not enoughHis stay became indefinite
    William was often called on by his uncle to be the talkerHis
    recitals were amusing in themselves to Sir Thomas, but the chief
    object in seeking them was to understand the reciter, to know the
    young man by his histories; and he listened to his clear, simple,
    spirited details with full satisfaction, seeing in them the proof of
    good principles, professional knowledge, energy, courage, and cheerfulness,
    everything that could deserve or promise wellYoung as he
    was, William had already seen a great dealHe had been in the
    Mediterranean; in the West Indies; in the Mediterranean again; had
    been often taken on shore by the favour of his captain, and in the
    course of seven years had known every variety of danger which sea
    and war together could offerWith such means in his power he had a
    right to be listened to; and though MrsNorris could fidget about the
    room, and disturb everybody in quest of two needlefuls of thread or a
    second-hand shirt button, in the midst of her nephew’s account of a
    shipwreck or an engagement, everybody else was attentive; and even
    Lady Bertram could not hear of such horrors unmoved, or without
    sometimes lifting her eyes from her work to say, “Dear me! how disagreeable!
    I wonder anybody can ever go to sea
    To Henry Crawford they gave a different feelingHe longed to
    have been at sea, and seen and done and suffered as muchHis heart
    was warmed, his fancy fired, and he felt the highest respect for a lad
    who, before he was twenty, had gone through such bodily hardships
    and given such proofs of mindThe glory of heroism, of usefulness,
    of exertion, of endurance, made his own habits of selfish indulgence
    appear in shameful contrast; and he wished he had been a
    William Price, distinguishing himself and working his way to fortune
    and consequence with so much self-respect and happy ardour,
    instead of what he was!
    The wish was rather eager than lastingHe was roused from the
    reverie of retrospection and regret produced by it, by some inquiry
    from Edmund as to his plans for the next day’s hunting; and he
    found it was as well to be a man of fortune at once with horses and
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    Jane Austen
    grooms at his commandIn one respect it was better, as it gave him
    the means of conferring a kindness where he wished to oblige
    5:50 am
    @@@@@And that didn't come until Valentine's Day A
    @@@@@And that didn't come until Valentine's Day
    A hideous irony when you think of it
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    ifsogirl88 to EFree19
    10:19 AM
    February 3
    Dear Daddy, It was great to hear you got a "thumbs
    up" on your paintings! Hooray! And if they DO
    offer you a show, I'll catch the next plane and be
    there in my "little black dress" (I have one,
    believe it or not)Got to stay put for now and
    study my butt off because - here is a secret - I'm
    hoping to surprise Carson when Spring Break rolls
    around in AprilThe Hummingbirds will be in
    Tennessee and Arkansas then (he sez the tour is
    off to a great start)I'm thinking that if I do
    okay on my mid-terms, I could catch up with the
    tour in either Memphis or Little RockWhat do you
    think?
    Ilse
    My misgivings about the Baptist Hummingbird hadn't
    faded, and what I thought was she was asking for
    troubleBut if she was making a mistake about him,
    348
    it might be better for her to find out sooner
    rather than laterSo - hoping to God I wasn't
    making a mistake - I e-mailed back and told her
    that sounded like an interesting idea, assuming
    she was okay on her course-work(I couldn't bring
    myself to go balls-out and tell my beloved younger
    daughter that spending a week in the company of
    her boyfriend, even assuming said boyfriend was
    chaperoned by hardshell Baptists, was a good idea
    I also suggested it might be bad policy to share
    her plan with her motherThis brought a prompt
    response
    ifsogirl88 to EFree19
    12:02 PM
    February 3
    Daddy Dearest: Do you think I've lost my freakin'
    MIND???
    Illy
    No, I didn't think thatbut if she caught her
    tenor doing the horizontal bop with one of the
    altos when she got to Little Rock, she was going
    349
    to be one very unhappy If-So-GirlI had no doubt
    that everything would then come out to her mother,
    engagement and all, and Pam would find a lot to
    say on the subject of my own sanityI had already
    asked myself some questions on that score, and
    mostly decided to give myself a passWhen it
    comes to your kids, you find yourself making some
    weird calls from time to time and just hoping they
    turn out all right - calls and kidsParenting is
    the greatest of hum-a-few-bars-and-I'll-fake-it
    skills
    Then there was Sandy Smith, the RealtorOn my
    answering machine, Elizabeth had said I must be
    one of those who believed in art for art's sake,
    or Duma Key would not have called meWhat I
    wanted from Sandy was confirmation that the only
    thing calling me had been a glossy brochure, one
    that had probably been shown to potential renters
    with deep pockets all over the United States
    Maybe all over the world
    The response I got wasn't what I had hoped for,
    but I'd be lying if I said I was completely
    surprisedThat was my bad-memory year, after all
    And then there's the desire to believe things
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    happened a certain way; when it comes to the past
    we all stack the deck
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    1:18 pm
    @@@@@ Randolph Gates slammed the door and ran
    @@@@@
    Randolph Gates slammed the door and ran into the bedroom, to the bedside telephoneThe
    smaller enclosure was reassuring, as it removed him from the exposure to scrutiny inherent in
    larger areas—the room was more private, more personal, less open to invasionThe call he had to
    make so unnerved him he could not understand the pull-out flap of instructions for overseas
    connectionsInstead, in his anxiety, he dialed the operator
    “I want to place a call to Paris,” he said
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    52
    6
    Bourne’s eyes were tired, the strain painful as he studied the results of the computer printouts
    spread across the coffee table in front of the couchSitting forward, he had analyzed them for
    nearly four hours, forgetting time, forgetting that his “control” was to have reached him by then,
    concerned only with a link to the Jackal at the Mayflower hotel
    The first group, which he temporarily put aside, was the foreign nationals, a mix of British,
    Italian, Swedish, West German, Japanese and TaiwaneseEach of them had been extensively
    examined with respect to authentic credentials and fully substantiated business or personal reasons
    for entering the countryThe State Department and the Central Intelligence Agency had done their
    homeworkEach person was professionally and personally vouched for by a minimum of five
    reputable individuals or companies; all had long-standing communications with such people and
    firms in the Washington area; none had a false or questionable statement on recordIf the Jackal’s
    man was among them—and he might well be—it would take far more information than was to be
    found in the printouts before Jason could refine the listIt might be necessary to go back to this
    group, but for the moment he had to keep readingThere was so little time!
    Of the remaining five hundred or so American guests at the hotel, two hundred and twelve had
    entries in one or more of the intelligence data banks, the majority because they had business with
    the governmentHowever, seventy-eight had raw-file negative evaluationsThirty-one were
    Internal Revenue Service matters, which meant they were suspected of destroying or falsifying
    financial records and/or had tax havens in Swiss or Cayman Island accountsThey were zero,
    nothing, merely rich and not very bright thieves, and, further, the sort of “messengers” Carlos
    would avoid like lepers
    That left forty-seven possiblesMen and women—in eleven cases ostensibly husbands and
    wives—with extensive connections in Europe, in the main with technological firms and related
    nuclear and aerospace industries, all under intelligence microscopes for possibly selling classified
    information to brokers of the Eastern bloc and therefore to MoscowOf these forty-seven possibles,
    including two of the eleven couples, an even dozen had made recent trips to the Soviet Union—
    scratch all of themThe Komitet Gosudarstvennoi Bezopasnosti, otherwise known as the KGB, had
    less use for the Jackal than the PopeIlich Ramirez Sanchez, later Carlos the assassin, had been
    trained in the American compound of Novgorod, where the streets were lined with American gas
    stations and grocery stores, boutiques and Burger Kings, and everyone spoke American English
    with diverse dialects—no Russian was allowed—and only those who passed the course were
    permitted to proceed to the next level of infiltratorsThe Jackal had, indeed, passed, but when the
    Komitet discovered that the young Venezuelan revolutionary’s solution for all things disagreeable
    was to eliminate them violently, it was too much for even the inheritors of the brutal OGPU
    Sanchez was expelled and Carlos the Jackal was bornForget about the twelve people who had
    traveled to the Soviet Uni
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    was already yearning to sit beside him, to hold him tight and forget this whole mess
    Jared followed as I retraced my path through the south tunnel
    “Why this way?” he asked
    “I…” He would know if I tried to lie or evade“I don't want to run Prada Purse into anyoneJeb, Aaron, or
    Brandt, particularly
    “Why?”
    “I don't want to have to explain myself to them
    He was quiet, trying to make sense of my answer
    I changed the subject“Do you know where Lily is? I don't think she should be aloneShe
    seems…”
    “Ian's with her
    Ian would help Lily–he was exactly what she Chanel Bracelets needed nowWho would help Ian when… ? I
    shook my head, shaking the thought away
    “What are we in such a hurry to get?” Jared asked me
    I took a deep breath before I answered him
    The south tunnel was blackI could not see his faceHis footsteps did not falter beside me, and
    he didn't say anything for several louis vuitton discount minutesWhen he spoke again, I could hear that he was
    focusing on the raid–single-minded, setting aside whatever curiosity he felt until after the
    mission was planned to his satisfaction
    “Where do we get them?”
    “Empty cryotanks are stored outside Healing facilities until they're neededWith more cheap rolex souls
    coming in than leaving, there will be a surplusNo one will guard them; no one will notice if
    some go missing
    “Are you sure? Where did you get this information?”
    “I saw them in Chicago, piles and piles of themEven the little facility we went to in Tucson
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    1:23 pm
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    drive and the broad stone staircase to the upper floorsCharlotte
    Montague led her quickly through it
    She opened tall double doors on one side of it and ushered Scarlett
    into the dining room"My stars," Scarlett exclaimed, "I don't know
    enough people to fill up all those chairs
    "You will," said CharlotteShe led Scarlett through the long Jimmy choo room to
    another tall door"Now this is your breakfast room and morning
    room
    You may want to have dinner in here as well when you are a small
    number
    She walked across the room to more doors"The great salon and
    ballroom," she announced"I admit to being very pleased with this
    One long wall was made up of widely spaced French doors with tall gilt
    mirrors between gucci backpack themThe wall opposite was centered by a fireplace
    surmounted by another gilt-framed mirrorAll the mirrors were
    infinitesimally tilted so that they reflected not only the room but
    also the high ceilingIt was painted with scenes from the heroic
    legends of Irish historyThe High Kings' buildings on the hill of
    Tara looked rather like Roman temples"The
    furniture cheap gucci throughout this floor is Irish-made, so are the fabrics-all
    wools and linens-and the silver, china, glass, almost everythingThis
    is where The O'Hara is hostessCome, there's only the library still
    to see Scarlett liked the leather-covered chairs and Chesterfield,
    and she recognized that the leather-backed books were very
    handsome
    "You've done a wonderful job, hermes kelly bag Charlotte," she said sincerely"Yes,
    well it wasn't as difficult as at first I fearedThe people who lived
    here must have used a Capability Brown design for the gardens, so
    there
    was only pruning and cleaning to doThe kitchen garden will be very
    productive next year, though it may be two years before the wall fruits
    come back
    They had to be pruned back to gold gucci leaders
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    Now as he completed the timetables he turned with reluctance to the march orders that would be necessary to remove a battalion from the line and divert them to the beachIn itself it was not too complicated a process, but since he didn't know which battalion would be removed, he had to draw up four sets of withdrawal orders and work out the subsidiary movements of the troops who would have to fill the gap in each caseIt kept him busy through most of the afternoon, for, although he assigned part of it to Leach and his other assistant, it was necessary to check their omega watches prices work, and the Major was very thorough, very slow
    He finished that at last, and sketched a tentative march order for the invasion battalion once it had landed at BotoiHere there was no precedent for him to follow -- the General had sketched the outline of the attack, but he had been a little vagueFrom experience, Dalleson knew he would have to submit something and the General would proceed to rip it apart and give him the movement in detailHe hoped to avoid this but he knew there was little likelihood of it, and so, sweating profusely in the heat of the tent, he indicated a route of combat march along one of the main trails, and estimated the time it should take for each portion of itThis watches gucci was unplotted terrain of his mind as well, and he halted many times, wiped his forehead, and tried unsuccessfully to conceal his anxiety from himselfThe steady murmur of voices in the tent, the steady bustle of men moving from desk to desk, or the draftsmen humming over their work, irritated himOnce or twice he looked up, glared balefully at whoever was talking, and then returned to his work with an audible grunt
    The telephone rang frequently and despite himself Dalleson began to listen to the conversationsOnce for several minutes, Hearn chatted with some other officer over the phone, and Dalleson finally threw down his pencil and shouted, "Goddammit, why don't you men all shut up and vintage omega watches get to work?" It was obviously directed toward Hearn, who murmured something into the receiver and hung up after staring thoughtfully at Dalleson
    "Did you give those papers to Hobart?" he asked Hearn
    "What the hell you been doing since then?"
    Hearn grinned and lit a cigarette"Nothing in particular, Major There was a subdued titter from a few of the clerks in the tent
    Dalleson stood up, surprised to find himself suddenly in a rage, "I don't want any of your goddam lip, HearnIt was bad to reprimand an officer in front of enlisted men"Go over and help Leach
    For several seconds Hearn stood motionless, and then he nodded, sauntered carelessly over to Leach's desk, and sat down louis vuitton travel beside
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    1:26 pm
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    He only looked kind, but what did I know of a liar's tells?
    “Of course we are, Wanda
    “Then why are you trying to get me killed?”
    His furry brows pulled together in surprise“Now, why would you think that, honey?”
    I listed my evidence“You didn't take the gun todayAnd yesterday you left me replica cartier alone“I thought you hated that gun
    I waited for an answer
    “Wanda, if I wanted you dead, you wouldn't have lasted that first day
    “I know,” I muttered, starting to feel embarrassed without understanding why“That's why it's
    all soconfusing”
    Jeb laughed cheerfully“No, I don't want you dead! omega pocket watch That's the whole point, kidI've been
    getting them all used to seeing you around, getting them to accept the situation without
    realizing itIt's like boiling a frog
    My forehead creased at the eccentric comparison“If you throw a frog in a pot of boiling water, it will hop right outBut if you gucci bookbag put
    that frog in a pot of tepid water and slowly warm it, the frog doesn't figure out what's going on
    until it's too lateIt's just a matter of working by slow degrees
    I thought about that for a second–remembered how the humans had ignored me at lunch today
    Jeb had gotten them used to meThe pasha cartier watch realization made me feel strangely hopefulHope was a
    silly thing in my situation, but it seeped into me anyway, coloring my perceptions more brightly
    than before
    “Jeb?”
    “Yeah?”
    “Am I the frog or the water?”
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    her
    Scarlett tried to scrabble to her feetOh, sweet Mary, Mother of God,
    I'm so weakHer hands found the bedpostSlowly she pulled herself
    uprightShe was as white as a ghost, her green eyes blazed like cold
    flames"I'm going purse louis vuitton to Rhett," she saidRosemary struck her then
    Not
    with her hands or even her fistsScarlett could have withstood
    that
    "He doesn't want you," Rosemary said quietly Rhett
    paused in mid-sentenceHe looked at Scarlett and said, "What is
    this?
    No appetite? And they say that country air is supposed to make
    people
    hungryYou astonish me, my dolce sale dearI do believe this is the first time
    I've ever seen you peck at your food She looked up from her
    untouched plate to glare at himHow did he even dare to speak to her
    when he had been talking about her behind her back? Who else had
    he
    talked to besides Rosemary? Did everybody in Charleston know that
    he
    had walked out in Atlanta gucci watch bangle and that she'd made a fool of herself by
    coming after him? She looked down and continued to push bits of
    food
    from place to place"So then what happened?" Rosemary demanded
    "I
    still don't understand
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    phosphate diggers had cooked up a plotYou know that gucci mens watch work
    contracts
    are signed on New Year's Day for the year to followMiss Julia's men
    were going to tell her that I paid my miners almost twice what she
    paid
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    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    1:18 pm
    @@@@@A few muted noises of speech and laughter
    @@@@@A few muted noises of speech and laughter from the other pup tents filtered through the nightRoth realized he would have to return to his tent in a few minutes, and he dreaded the prospect of being awakened for guardHe watched a soldier come walking toward them
    "I guess that's Buddy Wyman," Goldstein said
    "Is he coming to that reconnaissance platoon with us?" Roth askedWhen we found out we were both going to the same place we decided to bunk together if they let us
    Roth smiled sourlyHe moved aside as Wyman crouched to come into the tent, and waited for Goldstein to introduce them"I think I saw you when they got us all together," Roth said
    "Oh, sure, I remember you," Wyman said pleasantlyHe was a tall slim youth with light hair and a bony faceHe dropped on one of the blankets and yawned"Boy, I didn't think I'd be talking that long," he apologized to Goldstein
    "That's all right," Goldstein said"I got an idea on how to fix the tent, and I think it's going to stay up tonight Wyman examined it, and noticed the stakes"Hey, that's swell," he said"I'm sorry I wasn't here to help you, Joe
    "That's okay," Goldstein said
    Roth felt as if he were no longer wantedHe stood up and stretched his body"I guess I'll be taking off," he saidHe rubbed his hand along his thin forearm
    "Stay around awhile," Goldstein said
    "No, I want to get some sleep before guar
    5:50 am
    @@@@@ “All wars have casualties, MrBourne, and in
    @@@@@
    “All wars have casualties, MrBourne, and in case you don’t realize it, this is warYours is far more personal than mine, incidentally
    Suddenly, there was an earsplitting scream of vengeance from the Jackal as the double doors
    were crashed back and the terrorists rushed inside, their weapons on automatic fire
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    320
    “Now!” cried Sergei, the ignition started, the accelerator on the floorThe Citro?n swung out on
    the road, rushing toward the van, but in a split half second its progress was derailedA massive
    explosion took place on the rightThe old man and the nondescript gray car in which he sat was
    blown apart, sending the Citro?n swerving to the left into the ancient post-and-rail fence that
    bordered the sunken parking lot on the side of the innThe instant it happened the Jackal’s dark
    brown van, instead of racing forward, lurched backward, jerking to a halt as the driver jumped out
    of the cab, concealing himself behind it; he had spotted the Soviet backupAs the two Russians ran
    toward the restaurant the Jackal’s driver killed one with a burst from his weaponThe other threw
    himself into the bordering, sloping grass, watching helplessly as Carlos’s driver shot out the tires
    and the windows of the Soviet vehicle
    “Get out!” yelled Sergei, pulling Bourne from the seat onto the dirt by the fence, as his stunned
    superior and Alex Conklin crawled out behind him
    “Let’s go!” cried Jason, gripping the AK-47 and getting to his feet“That son of a bitch blew up
    the car by remote
    “I’ll go first!” said the Soviet
    “Why?”
    “Frankly, I’m younger and stronger—”
    “Shut up!” Bourne raced ahead, zigzagging to draw fire, then plummeting to the ground when it
    came from the driver of Carlos’s vanHe raised his weapon in the grass, knowing that the Jackal’s
    man believed his fusillade had been accurate; the head appeared and then was no more as Jason
    squeezed the trigger
    The second Russian backup, hearing the death cry from behind the van, rose from the sloping
    grass and continued toward the restaurant’s entranceFrom inside came the sound of erratic
    gunfire, sudden bursts accompanied by screams of panic, followed by additional burstsA living
    nightmare of terror and blood was taking place within the confines of a once bucolic country inn
    Bourne got to his feet, Sergei at his side; running, they joined the other surviving Soviet aideAt
    Jason’s nod, the Russians pulled back the doors and as one they burst inside
    The next sixty seconds were as terrifying as the shrieking hell depicted by MunchA waiter and
    two of the men who were among the three couples were dead, the waiter and one man sprawled on
    the floor, their skulls shattered, what was left of their faces lying in blood; the third man was
    splayed back in the banquette, his eyes wide and glass-dead, his clothes riddled with bullets,
    rivulets of blood rolling down the fabricThe women were in total shock, alternately moaning and
    screaming as they kept trying to crawl over the pine walls of the b
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    1:16 pm
    @@@@@I fancied you might be going to tell me I
    @@@@@I fancied you might be going to tell me I ought to
    be more attentive, and not allow my thoughts to wanderAre not
    you going to tell me so?”
    “No, indeed, you know your duty too well for me to—even supposing—”
    She stopt, felt herself getting into a puzzle, and could not be prevailed
    on to add another word, not by dint of several minutes of
    supplication and waitingHe then returned to his former station,
    and went on as if there had been no such tender interruption
    “A sermon, well delivered, is more uncommon even than prayers
    well readA sermon, good in itself, is no rare thingIt is more difficult
    to speak well than to compose well; that is, the rules and trick
    of composition are oftener an object of studyA thoroughly good
    sermon, thoroughly well delivered, is a capital gratificationI can
    never hear such a one without the greatest admiration and respect,
    and more than half a mind to take orders and preach myselfThere
    is something in the eloquence of the pulpit, when it is really eloquence,
    which is entitled to the highest praise and honourThe
    preacher who can touch and affect such an heterogeneous mass of
    hearers, on subjects limited, and long worn threadbare in all common
    hands; who can say anything new or striking, anything that
    rouses the attention without offending the taste, or wearing out the
    feelings of his hearers, is a man whom one could not, in his public
    capacity, honour enoughI should like to be such a manI never listened to a distinguished preacher in
    my life without a sort of envyBut then, I must have a London
    audienceI could not preach but to the educated; to those who were
    capable of estimating my compositionAnd I do not know that I
    should be fond of preaching often; now and then, perhaps once or
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    Mansfield Park
    twice in the spring, after being anxiously expected for half a dozen
    Sundays together; but not for a constancy; it would not do for a
    constancy
    Here Fanny, who could not but listen, involuntarily shook her
    head, and Crawford was instantly by her side again, entreating to
    know her meaning; and as Edmund perceived, by his drawing in a
    chair, and sitting down close by her, that it was to be a very thorough
    attack, that looks and undertones were to be well tried, he
    sank as quietly as possible into a corner, turned his back, and took
    up a newspaper, very sincerely wishing that dear little Fanny might
    be persuaded into explaining away that shake of the head to the
    satisfaction of her ardent lover; and as earnestly trying to bury every
    sound of the business from himself in murmurs of his own, over the
    various advertisements of “A most desirable Estate in South Wales”;
    “To Parents and Guardians”; and a “Capital season’d Hunter
    Fanny, meanwhile, vexed with herself for not having been as motionless
    as she was speechless, and grieved to the heart to see
    Edmund’s arrangements, was trying by everything in the power of
    her modest, gentle nature, to repulse MrCrawford, and avoid both
    his looks and inquiries; and he, unrepulsable, was persisting in both
    “What did that shake of the head mean?” said he“What was it
    meant to express? Disapprobation, I fearBut of what? What had I
    been saying to displease you? Did you think me speaking improperly,
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